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Coming
04:35
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i guess i had it coming
when you cum in her
i guess i had it coming
when you cum in her
but there’s something different
that I deserve
cuz
I never gave up on you, like you said today
I i i wai   ted
But you were too late too late too late
But you were too late too late too late
you gave up on you before I did
gave up on you before i did
I guess I had it coming
its in my history
but I was always open for all of my eternity
I would sing you everything that I’d feel
there was nothing stopping us from getting real deep
its been 3 years dont you see
that thats so long for me
little baby me
little baby me
(little baby little baby little baby me)
i dont even know how I could receive
someone elses body in me
I did not ever have that in me
I did not have that in me
I guess I had it coming
sadly I could see it coming
sadly I could see it coming
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Control
03:03
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i thought i was in control
i thought i was better off
i was doing fine without
when did you get here again?
i wake up at night confused
at your body up against me
how come theres no consequence?
im the only one that feels this
i am betrayed
betrayal changed me
i am betrayed
you can call me by my new name
you leave in the morning quickly
do we have a world together?
you only just barely need me
i need more than i can ask for
i am misplaced
misplacement ails me
i am misplaced
everything stop following
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Hearsay
03:15
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he says that I'm gonna be fine
she says that I'm gonna be fine
momma will say that I'm gonna be fine
but fine never feel like this
fine doesn't feel like finally getting somewhere
Then digging a hole, climbing into it there
And letting the other cover you in earth
So feels all of a sudden
he says that I'm better off without him
she says that I'm better off without him
momma will say that I'll be better off without him
but i don't feel better off
fine doesn't feel like igniting a lighter
and setting a fire in the home we admire
that we built together and that we came back to
for what felt like forever
he said that i really love you so much
i said why did you have to hurt me so much?
then the rain said that i should go inside
and that’s when we said our goodbye
theres 6 million things we never did
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4. |
17 Stitches
03:53
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im so lonely and scared
of everything to come
all this pain it comes in waves
and i don't believe that it will ever stop
i am so hard done by         Â
I've been so tortured over the years
by this
and now I'm free
but it doesn't feel anything like freedom
don't feel like freedom when
your trapped inside this lonely room
with nothing but bad memory's
And my 17 stitches
laughing at me
when are things gonna get better
tell me when
Cause the second wave is hitting me
the second wave is hitting me
I'm so submissive
I can take it
thats all i ever did
was take it
maybe if i had
fought back
this would have never happened
why does it take me so long?
i sink and i sink and i sink
and forget the distance i have to swim back
ive died in my dreams so many times
i have died
i sink and i sink and i sink
i sink and i sink and i sink
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5. |
Drag
03:21
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i have to drag this out of me
normally it pours
you became a better man
when i learned to trust my gut
and the trust i gave
you thrust it right back in my lap
too little too late too little too late too little too late
to little too late too little too late too little too late
i have to drag this out of me
normally it pours
my moments with someone else are so fleeting
my mind and my body become separated
i am comforted by the key that's nailed where we first sat
looking at the moon
i am doing the right thing
i am doing the right thing
i am doing the right thing
i am doing the right thing
am i doing the right thing
am i doing the right thing
am i doing the right thing
am i doing the right thing
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6. |
Crocuses
02:40
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we bathed eachother
with eachother
we love eachother
with new hearts
maybe its the intoxicating sunlight
but i want to be happy
i can go anywhere
and our love will be sitting entwined
in some grassy field, dampened by the earth beneath it
unaware of the time
a sweet man, and a sweet woman
emerging from the soil in spring
i can be like that, he can be like that
lone crocuses exploding
we can feed ourselves
showering in yellow light
near but not side by side
for a moment in time
we bathed eachother
with eachother
we love eachother
with new hearts
maybe its the intoxicating sunlight
but i'm gonna be happy
we can go anywhere
and our love will be sitting entwined
in some grassy field, dampened by the earth beneath it
unaware of the time
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7. |
He's Back
03:34
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i keep going to the bottle
to deal with you
even though
its what made me
undo
you
i was fine in the first months
of everything
now i know that you're okay
it seems so unfair
i can't
focus
all i do
is one thing
at a time
i am so
cold
knowing that your back in the city
knowing that you maybe might see me
wandering the streets with someone who's nice to me
just knowing
I'm not okay will i ever be?
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8. |
Babies
03:04
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showing up at your door is not something i should have done
things escalate quickly when there's a sunset involved
your mouth
your hair
your taste
scares me
daddy
daddy
when you touch me i can see our babies
imagine my big belly
carrying our offspring
when you touch me i can see us as a hundred
the entire world is flooded and we're
hovering above it
going back to my place could not have made any less sense
things get messy quickly when we  blindly follow our instincts
my breath
my skin
my chest
caves in
Help me
Help me
when you touch me i can see our babies
imagine my big belly
carrying our offspring
when you touch me i can see us as a hundred
the entire world is flooded and we're
hovering above it
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Graveyard
02:38
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every fleshy body of work
that i've brought into this cruel world
was born from a very long lie
i was fed since i was 5
i am saying more than goodbye
to you to him and i and i
welcome to the graveyard of my
beliefs that i clung to dearly
romantic love
does not exist
how come no one
will tell all us this?
trembling at the floor
of my wishing well
clothed and covered
in my healthy wealthy hell
been feelin hecka existential
on a totally astral level
dont make fun of me Â
for holding my own hand
im slowly becoming my own best man
big fan
Ima clumsy alligator
young long song tall and strong
corny dancing in the street
on my own frankie free
yellow light lives in me Â
nothing can follow me
romantic loves
does not exist
how come no one
will tell all us this?
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Francesca Belcourt is making pop songs in London.
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